• Circle

DAYDREAM
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Because I love you, I walk vacantlyAlong the traces of where you areFinding your breath and warmthI’m having a dream, I won’t wake up

There's something about your smile that has always allured me; the way it lights up my day, the way its beauty is almost unparalleled, the way it soothes anyone who witnesses it — especially when your infectious laughter accompanies it. I'd do anything to ensure it never falters... if I still had the chance to.

I still remember our last call. I remember how happy I was, hearing you open up little by little as the call continues, until its ending signifies how our relationship had changed so much. I remember doing things I'd only do with you, making sure you were comfortable. I should have at least recorded it, shouldn't I...

You were really kind. Even the tiniest hint of a talk with you would make my day as good as it could've been. Seeing others be as delighted as I am because of you didn't make me jealous; I've always loved that side of yours. I remember wanting to kill anyone who desires to hurt you... Reality is often ironic, isn't it?

I wish I had a time machine. I wish I was not so dumb and actually had an idea of how social cues worked. I wish I could be in a daydream where I didn't fuck up, where things were as good as they were. Too late for me to be saying this, but... Happy first anniversary. I wish nothing but the best for you, always.